Hard to explain
It’s hard for me to explain my anguish, fear and pain
To see my life going in vain
There were such memorable moments in my life
Wishing my dad was alive
Kidding, joking and caring for me till death
But I am feeling wrath
I’m left alone in life to survive
hoping my beloved ones were alive
Again and again, it is hard to explain my anguish, fear and pain
Within no excuse why beautiful things in life never sustain
2 comments:
I lost my father 14 years ago, I was 20 years old, a junior student in college. It took me many years to realize that he is dead, and other years to realize how can I survive on my own specially in planning my career and eastablishing an identity.
I can't say it was easy, but everything iife has its a bright side in a way or another. This feeling of being lost pushed me to be more presistent and consistent on my goals, and try all the time to achieve more in order to compensate for the loss. It worked and the good thing is that I wasn't in need for other people who turned out to be just talking but never walked the talk.
You have all the right to miss your dad, but try to have this missing as a driving force to make him proud of you.
Fareed, since the sttudies is over, I hope that we can be friends, and I hope to see you as one of my blog members/follwers as well.
I definitely agree with your opinion regarding seeking and achieving more and more to compensate the loss. I lost my father actually in Jan 2008 which is almost 2 years now. Still, at some points, I feel missing him. One of the things that made me more focused was that whenever father is alive, one feels secured somehow. My sense of losing him and losing psychological security that he resembles motivated me to be more on the serious side of my life knowing that I should be successful all the time which turned out to be somehow true as I switched job and got promoted in 2 places. It is my pleasure to be one of your friends and I am actually a big fan of your blog. I really liked some topics that you wrote regarding hareem age and the cleanliness of Egyptians.... It is hilarious ,
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